In the past month I’ve been making an effort of writing a lot and it’s hard. Since starting to blog on this platform it makes it even harder since usually I would just say anything freaky, weird, or uncomfortable on mind but here there’s a level of censorship. Not a lot, but still some.

It’s mainly a fight against myself for being cringe or whatever self shameful thoughts I have about myself. You shouldn’t. Writing is cool, doing something because you like it is awesome.

Other than shameful thoughts, writing under the notion someone will likely come across it makes it much harder than expected. It’s like playing casual and ranked mode in games, like there’s more on the line hence I put more effort into writing. Writing for clarity really has a purpose here instead of my obsidian notes or my google docs pages.

Length is another consideration that is annoying. What is the ideal length of a blog sentence. Is there an expectation or etiquette to fulfill. I perfer it shorter so I don’t drag my ideas out. Same with sentences. Lots of sentences I write are run-on and change branch into different topics. No more compound sentences or semi-colons for me.

All I know is, writing is cool, hard, and a good time waster at 1 am.

Goodnighto, Andy